For the past 4 days i seemed to have fallen into the pits of stress and anxiety due to so many things. Pin pointing exactly what they may be should be an easy task, if looked in a taoist way, but unfortunately it isn't. However, i do feel fortunate for simply having the ability to take notice in the piled up stress and not letting it really latch on to my mind so easily, but who am i to say it hasn't already,i mean i am blogging about it (who would care?).
Reflection has been the primary concern during these days, but i've come to realize that reflecting and dwelling are two totally different approaches to drifting. In all honesty, dwelling is where i stand not because i really want to but because i sub-conscioussly do it, which is probably the WORST thing one can have. Slowly but surely the seams are restitching and my life is starting to take form again, hate to sound so morbid and pity but thats just how it is.
Anyone would has ever fallen into the dreary sub-consciouss mind of minor depression or anxiety, pick back up and erase it from your life, if not, your a pathetic waste of life and weak.
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